if you desire honesty

i started with a nice drag
long and deep
I exhaled
and smoke evacuated.

I started with a nice drag
long and deep
I exhaled
and blood evacuated

If you know something is wrong
why do you do it
What do you get out of it
the reasons run deep

i considered trying it again
i wondered
what it would feel like again
i decided it would feel good

really good

so i tried it again
and i felt deep
and then i made a habit of it.
and it was a mistake.