the fire is extinguished
I have no room for excellence
for competence
that shows my arrogance

everythings amateur to me
I try to express how I feel
and forget to breathe
I try and I fail

but I should be used to that
after breathing the same air of the queen
of perfection
yeah, that’s a shoulder comfortable for you to lean

I used to be so sweet
so innocent
craving for excellence
craving for indifference

now I just feel restricted
damned to something I don’t want to live in
to become what I hate
just like him

how could I compare myself?
I mean really?
we’re nothing alike
but that’s what I see

he suffered the same fate
but at least he could get out of it
even if it wasn’t the right way
I can understand in some ways

it just humanity
so many flaws
so many careless people
and everywhere I turn there are still walls.