Breaking bad
feeling sad
this is not good,
this is where I should

try again
fake a friend
break a mend
tear a trend

that’s so weak
I should know after
a week
I should know
he’s the one to keep
but it’s a little too late
to take that leap

and that’s real disappointing
I could have just been another fling
instead of the one that gave him the needed wing
it’ll be over soon, its already spring

but he still proclaims he loves me
especially when he’s without me
maybe that means something
like maybe my thoughts are getting ahead of me

Im just so sick
with all this pessimistic shit
you would think id know with all my wit
but when it comes to the heart, I don’t know how to deal with it
here’s a barrier to knit
I think ill try to fit

breaking through
feeling new
here’s my heart, even if we’re through
I know what you’ll do
hold it next to yours, now you have two