oh pitiful,
pulsing
vein.
shivering,
failing,
losing
my brain.
well, that was
the past.
today is so
plain.
as i watch
your plane
and my whipping
mane.

check out
this mirror.
check out
this failure.
and this,
i swear:
is the hugest
mistake,
but i
refuse
to share.

an explosion.
well, thats when
i became one.
and how that plane
became what i
shunned.

and that trip,
was it really
so important ?
especially now.
how am i
supposed to
pay the rent ?
while you came
and went,
this time,
i know,
is much different.