I want my sanctuary back, my inside looking out perspective. I want my innocence and my ignorance back. I want someone to hold my hand again and speak in a slow, soothing voice. I want to be rocked to sleep, and kissed constantly, and be told they love me way too often. I want my heartbreak to end and my suicidal thoughts to disappear. I want to breathe steady enough to enjoy the beauty in the world. I don't want to see World War Three....