I hate not knowing of which my feelings are genuine. Everyone seems to have everything sorted out, and I know thats a general feeling for teenagers, but thats all I can think about these days.
People go through cycles; falling in love, falling apart, falling out of love, feeling like you'll never get out of that rut, getting over it, having fun, and falling back in love again, repeating the cycle. I'd kill just to feel one part of that, I don't even ask to be in that complete cycle, you know, just jump in. But you can't be a part of only one part of the cycle.