I want brutal honesty,
but only if its marinated in blood
and soaked with hatred and other malice tendencies.
I want every reason
to be the reason why I leave.
To show that I'm not really gutless by staying with him
because the reason to go was
that he couldn't take much more of me

Otherwise, I'll just stay
because I really do love him,
it just hurts when I dont get my way.
And I know that he loves me,
but how could that possibly be?
We're complete opposites,
but hes still the only boy I see.