But its a curse in which I always wish for more than I deserve. I'm sorry I always put up a fight when you put up a restraint on how long you'll stay after I show you what you mean to me. And I'm always yearning for a little more emotional intimacy which causes fights between the boy I love, but doesn't love me and I. I'll always want all of a person and disregard any chance of that not being available to me. I will forever allow him to come and go as he pleases, breaking my heart in the process. But he knows where to touch me and what to say; no one's ever given me the feeling of completion the way he does.