But I can't kiss you. I can't look into your eyes and feel nothing. I can't hold you and not yearn for more. I can't have you. And the truth is, thats killing me. The first time you told me it was over with her, I felt supreme pity for her. (oh, what she was losing !) But being me, I also felt joyous for our new possible future. As if, I had the chance. But then I realized, if there was something between us, if there was a spark, it wouldn't have taken so long to ignite. I used to think you were blind of me, because you were deep in her. Now, I realize feelings don't wait, no matter how true your commitment is to another person. But I'm still caught in the rain.