This constant nagging spectator.
"Don't feel special,
'cause I've done better."
And when you're down,
You know what you get ?
You get kicked.
"You're a failure.
Thats never going to change."
But to others, "I mean well."
I'm feeling ill in your shadow.
Breaking apart is my disaster.
Even when you're gone,
my piers have memories.
Of the pretty girl
Who means well.
I don't see that.
Maybe I'm blind,
but what if I'm right ?
(for once) ?