I felt betrayed and the sickest sense of worthlessness. And my heart broke again with every word, leaving me breathless and no way out. I fell apart in what seemed to be the most crowded room. And I sank to the floor while everyone carelessly watched from above. And I looked back embarrassed and ashamed, just trying to keep my head above the floor boards. I gave up, the tension harsh. And I slipped through. I'm still the only one that took it to heart.