I didn't keep my promise, you're right, but neither did you. And when I get chills, I still think of you when I'd really rather just forget all of you. But I can't, or at least, its hard to considering how important you were in my life, no matter for how short of a time. And with that ability to break my heart, only to mend it then break it again. And you always got my hopes up, to let them crash. And you always tore me apart when you would cry, apologizing "I'm sorry, but I'm changing." And how I would believe you, over and over again. But now it's over and though I don't trust you, I still don't trust myself enough to even speak to you for fear of falling back in and getting hurt again. And in a way, its great that you broke my trust in everyone, I'll never get hurt again, but ultimately its terrible. I'll never be able to fully give myself to someone, and it'll hurt them.