And you're probably thinking "Why the sudden change ?". But it wasn't sudden and I haven't changed. My thoughts are still the same, jumbled and unorganized and, sometimes, terrifying. But you, however, have changed, at least around me. And I can't be the same around you when you change, I have too much to worry about. Like, what to say so I don't lose you. The problem is, I'm still working out some kinks, and I am losing you, or you're pulling away. I'm not sure what exactly is happening, but I have to get away, before you hurt me, the problem is, I'm drawn to you, I'm already too far in. So, disregard my harshness for rudeness, I'm trying to get out as clean as possible, but I can't just try to explain it, you'll ask too many questions that I can't answer, and you'll get mad, and I don't want that. So, I'll edge slowly.