But I really want to change. I hate who I've become, who I've been becoming for the last year. It seems as though I'm getting worse and worse and I notice that, but I can't change it. I'd really like to, but it will take some work- something I'm not used to.
First, I'll rid my life of toxins.
Second, rebuild broken bridges.
Third, I am not in a three-legged race- I do not need to depend on anyone who wants to tear me down.
Fourth, try, try, try, try.
Fifth, change back.
Sixth, smile in glory.