It's still so hard to grasp the idea of you caring about me, of all people. I don't get why it bothers you so much, it has nothing to do with you, it should be irrelevant. Even so, why did I feel the need to tell you then ? I don't know. And you shouldn't be hurt, or mad, or disappointed, or anything, you should feel nothing, but it seems to have affected you more so than I. I'm sorry, though I shouldn't be apologizing to you.