1/24/10

I can't remember the majority of my past years on this planet or even what I said and did half an hour ago. My future is already planned and I have no intentions of changing or messing it up.

I've already found someone I'm absolutely crazy about and I honestly don't care about what anyone says or thinks.

I'm stubborn and self righteous, but quirky and endearing. I love laughing and smiling and being the cause of others doing the same. I love intense conversations over controversial topics. I'll own you in debates and rub it in your face.

Honestly, I don't think I'd ever really care for you though it might seem so. I'll listen to your problems, but won't know what to say to make you feel better. I'll feel terrible for not being able to help you. I'm unemotional and detached. I'll submerse you in endless compliments and 'I love you's and probably not mean any of it.

I'm convinced you don't mean it when you say something sweet and argue with you until you believe you didn't mean it. I'll pick fights with you over nothing when you get boring. I'll randomly walk away in the middle of a conversation. You'll hate me, but love me at the same time.

You'll find my eyes and smile inescapable. You won't notice you're being manipulated and now, you're whipped.

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