Is it really that hard to keep myself together ? I'm breaking down because I'm breaking down. A slew of words crowd my head telling me I'm being ridiculous, I'm stupid, and selfish. It's all my fault and I know that. It only makes things worse. Minor things start me up and once I'm started, it could go on for days. I'm tired of it. Couldn't it just go away ? It could be worse. Stop being so selfish.