I guess if time was just 3 / 4 numbers on a clock
no one would worry as much
no one would even think about it
it would just be there

have you ever notice that time can appear to go by so quickly on one clock
but not on another
my clock is slow

and I stare blindly at the wall
a pale blue and a dark brown
i try to figure the pattern of which we painted
I can't

my appearance is ready, but I'm not giving myself up for grabs
I'm flirtatious but picky

I over think everything
and mess with my hair a lot

I'm clean cut but distant
you'll probably never see me
no matter how hard you try
I won't allow you
it's nothing against you, it's just the way I am
get over it